Journal from 9-9-09

My mind wants me to believe, just as the Israelites did, that hearing from You is for someone else - that I am not qualified. The Israelites chose Moses to hear for them and I have chosen men and women in my life to hear for me. But the Lord confides in those who fear Him. I want to know You in such a deep way that You would confide in me. I will stop depending on my own mind, and I will know the mind of the Lord that He may instruct me.